Today was unexpected Nothing here is how I left it Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie Closing in around me makes it so hard to see Now I'm standing on the ledge My foot creeps closer to the edge Freinds all know what to say To make me puish them away What they can't know about me makes it so hard to see I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore I'll scream so loud til I drown you out Now you can't hold me down anymore I'll scream so loud til I drown you out So mamy days of silence Too many destructive ways to vent I hope they set something free Didn't know they were out to kill me Today I'll turn it all around Pick myself up off the ground Sweat all the sickness out Force all the demons down Stand up and set it straight Get it right before it's too late For now I'm feelin fine Left all the pain behind It's time to live my life I finally got it right I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we're okay But when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't me So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in throw this all away and start again