Now when the shit goes down, I'm always forced to grow forced to see all the things that I still don't know and if there's one thing I've learned, it's never too late to take a fucked up life to a beautiful state Caus' I came from the bottom so I treasure the top at times it seems the dreams are just a long shot when the worlds crashing down, when the drama wont stop your chained to the past and you cant break the lock Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know My addiction used to hold me, like a lover feelin' lonely I was down by broken dreams and when I felt the world owed me I'd sit and hit the walls until my fists were cut and swollen my soul was cold and drowning from the tears iv tried to hold in overwhelmed by my emotions, and haunted by the past my head was overheating and my heart was in a cast my mind was in the gutter, my ass was in a sling driven by destruction young and fuckin' everything Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know how far now will I go and will I grow so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end (how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know how far now will I go and will I grow so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful)