Courtney Love - Letter To God - Текст песни

dear god, i'm writing this letter to you,
cause i don't have a clue, can you help me?
i'm sitting here, simply trying to figure out,
what my life's all about, can you tell me?
i never wanted to be, the person you see,
can you tell me who i am?
i always wanted to die, but you kept me here alive,
can you tell me who i am?
i lie awake conducting this symphony,
that you have gifted to me, i can't ever sleep,
don't get mad, but i get weak inside,
and i start to fall apart, cause i feel nothing,
i never wanted to be, some kind of comic relief,
please, show me who i am,
i've been tortured and scorned, since the that i was born,
but i don't know who i am, and i thank you man for everything,
sorry i'm so frightened about all of it, but i wish i could give you more,
and all the lights are shining down on me, and i feel intimated by it all,
i never wanted to be, the person you see, but thank you,
oh god, please tell me now, are you disappointed? are you proud?
haven't i done everything, everything,
i'm so sorry i'm so weak, and i turned into a freak,
but i don't know anything, anything,
i've lost all self-esteem, my baby and everything and i feel nothing, nothing,
oh god, please, tell me now,
oh god, please, tell me now, cause i feel nothing...
and dear god i'm writing this letter to you,
i am coming unglued... please, help me...