Speaking, avoiding talking haunted a voice is calling warning it's time to set this down not seeing not hearing not believing man, I even cared if this should all come down Iit's dark and I'm afraid this is the nightmare I have made haunted by the ghost of you can't win the draw only sunsets or sunrise are you happy or just keeping warm? I don't know 'cause I have never felt like this before can you tell? can you see? I don't believe in me anymore Pull me from the wreckage of a life grown more pathetic even I can see the message: time to treat yourself more precious shine a light into the darkness put some life into the deadness where there used to be the ?head nest? now it's just a fucking mess It's dark and I'm afraid this is the nightmare I have made haunted by the ghost of you can't win the draw only sunsets or sunrise are you happy or just keeping warm? I don't know 'cause I have never felt like this before can you tell? can you see? I don't believe in me anymore Wrap your beauty 'round me kill the fears that surround me a temporary diversion just an exit from this hurt body fueled by pain and poison mind is starved of rhyme and reason except that it is ?vain of mind? except that you have changed your mind Now I'm inside confusion's bled me dry it could've been everything now it's not anything
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