[Verse 1] I don't know why I even try Cause you don't want this no more I would rather leave before I hurt you I would have died long ago If I didn't have my faith Home don't feel like home Number on your phone So when I call, you ain't gotta listen Them the same ones lost in the club Them bitches is basic You're gonna see a grown man cry I won't lie [Hook] I'm starting to hate me A little more, each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way You don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do it better [ Brandy] Looking at the names on your list and I can't find me I'm deep underwater, are you gonna let me drown? I see it happened now Ain't seen you in months, you call me once And all your boys say that I ain't shit N*ggas is basic And I'm the one who lost it And I can't take it I'm on my knees, don't you hate to see me cry I won't lie [Hook] I'm starting to hate me A little more, each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way You don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do it better [Bridge] My heart's beating in slow motion Suicide Ain't no point in being sober All I wanna do is fade away I hope that God forgives me Cause I know that you won't miss me Baby girl don't cry [Hook] I'm starting to hate me A little more, each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way You don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do it better