Once a day falling on the trail walking blind trade nothing descretion in low, it's hard to wait taking yourself in honor I should know how low I can go Before I go high I get very down, and I'll be going after it again and again You know I can't go the other way without being trashed, lost, and strungout, when together try something drug and you question me what's to coming out Before I go high I get very down, and I'll be going after it again and again Maybe I should'a (could'a) trashed my life for this I turn to you. but today I'm trashed I know I'll be harassed so tell me what the fuck to do I need to get it to the point where I cannot do nothing but trying to beat something outa you let me drown way deep down below for a sleep that'll surely let go, until the end I raise and batter around looking at my own reflection forever i shall kiss you good bye to kill my soul addiction Before i go high i hit the ground, the only way i ever get down, then with the next you'll tell me where to go, and after it i'll want more I need to get it to the point where I cannot do nothing but trying to beat something outa you let me drown way deep down below for a sleep that'll surely let go, until the end I raise and batter around looking at my own reflection forever i shall kiss you good bye to kill my soul addiction....
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