I tried to call up God and complain?Then he said "Why ya calling my name" It's just pain, pain. It's just pain, pain. It's just pain, and It's apart of the game I tried to call up God's name Then he said "All ya do is complain" It's just pain, pain. It's just pain, pain. It's just pain, and It's apart of the game The industry is a robber My mental be really bothered Not talking to any callers Escape the clutches of pover-ty I'm close to my Mama Ain't really close to my Father The more I became a baller The more I seen him get farther Cuz I don't trust you enough to let you inside of my mind And even if I let you in Couldn't handle what you would find I done been through serious times And don't care if you think I'm lyin' I was grown at the age of 9 Wanna get you out of a bind I spent my savings to save you Try to get you up out of jail Had to sign that lil' paper promising that you wouldn't jump your bail But then what you do Jump your bail They want you And want me as well Then the day it happened to me Yea I hated it it was hell And you had to know that I hate it I hate it I'm irritated It's loud and it's getting crowded My space is getting invaded No nachos but there were some vatos Who said they don't speak no English I'm telling them make some room And he lookin' like what you meanin' And ain't no such thing as team When the General wanna take your spot You the one that's on the bench watchin' I'm the one that's takin' the shot And I seen the hate on ya face At the moment you seen it drop Even people that's really close Try to take ya down from the top What about that lil' fan try to say that I had her baby Ya baby I ain't even met her So it ain't even a maybe Plus her skin was Caucasian She tryin' to reach me daily Ya groupie won't be a lady She obviously tryna play me It's obvious she was crazy Only thing she can do Is go find a stupid rich rapper That South did it she can screw Now she feelin' so stupid In the shows what I said was true If I plan to sleep with a white girl I wouldn't go sleep with you So I keep saying his name And he say I say it in vain And he say that the only time that I call Is when it's some pain Try to mess with my lil' sis And I threw some salt in ya game Cuz I knew you was old enough To be one of our parents mayne But a shame on you You shame You the only person to blame When a 25 person gang Try to jump me and take my chain I was the only person not wet By the punches thrown in the rain And I couldn't hold any grudges I said I forgive ya mayne It was true that he had a temper My Father wasn't being gentle At night I'd wake up to knocking My Mama tryna get in the window Turn on the TV Tryna act like I'm tryna play the Nintendo The house done burnt down forever And no longer sentimental They livin' and lovin' life Until his girl had fell off that bike And he happened to still survive But the future don't look as bright I admit that I got mad ain't ya And wish that we both could fight When I knock on them Pearly Gates Just don't tell me to take a hike