every day I see your face every day I die every day I feel your breath every day I'm born again you give me joy, but my thanks are just pain and out of fear I pull myself loose again for you I die you are everything I need, what I desire, but will I ever understand? come on! I die for you please forgive my faults, maybe one day I will realize what you mean (to me), I hope it won't be too late every time I cry, I feel your lies every time I die, I see your eyes.
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