tortured by the agaony of selfleceration - full of pain and fear - my sense of self-preservation keeps me alive - the whole way of life paved by affliction and danger - more & more I recognize the cruelty of reality - reality the greatest plot of life one walks - talks - sees - breathes - but doesn'T live - no - rather serve the growing edifice that controlsour so - called life - death gives way to the living - straight into freedom way out of this edefice everyone a brick in this stonework and day by day more people live in it hour by hour yheir power rises and inevitably steals our breath
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