You knew I wouldnt go Thats why you threatened me Would I stay? Said I was sick, and Id be alone Said my mind was not my own I didnt learn... You crawled up on your knees A victims pretty-please Would I stay? would I stay? And I stayed... (how many more times) How many more times Till I broke down from that guilty mess? (how many more times) You taught me to hate to love you Thats because you love to hate yourself I wish it had a happy end Like the fairy tales pretend there can be But things are not the same When your life love was a game of make-believe Youve got everything you want But not everything you need And its true... You receive what you achieve (how many more times) How many screaming fights, tears of rage Until it ended? (how many more times) How many more times till I say who I am And dont pretend? (how many more times) How many more times Till I broke out of that guilty mess? (how many more times) How many more times till I say who I am And dont pretend?