It is not the past few days That have has me feel this way And it is not the tiny marks of doubt That cover everything I see It is just the way she looks at me With a love so complete That I have never seen And from this grows A strong, undying guilt And the feeling of regret Of things I never felt And oh, I wanted to change I wanted to change And become what she needs And I know, I know what she needs I know what she needs But I can never be I can never be And I can never be