I take you out buy you shoes you take me home and help me choose between the kitchen table and the bed. you open up my stubborn mouth you feed me like a summer trout rising up to breathe between your legs. hold yourself up high hold yourself up high. your body as a marker a beacon in the dark. stay where I can reach stay where I can reach. your body as a marker of what I am so far. you wake up wrapped around my waist I wake up to the heavy taste of you hanging heavy in the air. if I could find a words so sweet that would cut you up and make you start to bleed. bleed heavy in my hair. hold yourself up high hold yourself up high. your body as a marker a beacon in the dark. stay where I can reach stay where I can reach. your body as a marker of what I am so far. she's cinnamon in my brain cinnamon in my brain. she's cinnamon in my brain cinnamon in my vein. catch me once before I die with someone else make you cry the way you're always scared I'm gonna do. and all your fear won't have been in vain and all these years of going insane a sweet vindication for you. So hold your head up high hold your head up high hold your head up high hold yourself up high hold yourself up high your body as a marker a beacon in the dark. stay where I can reach your body as a marker of what I am so far.