Where to run to, where to hide, much to full to swalllow my pride But I'm still haunted by something inside as if another part of me has died. Paralyzed, I close my eyes, the pain inside surrounds me. Petrified, life fades away, at the end of my rope I'm waiting. Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone, empty inside, out of control. My heart a void, my empty soul, until it's filled I'll never be whole. How did things ever get so bad, sinking empty, full of despair I find myself alone and scared, in a world where nobody cares. A hopeless end, afraid deep inside Relief from my pain, the end a suicide? The tears I've cried have left me blind I yearb to find peace, a presence of mind.