I will never forget what it is that you did to me, And I will never understand why You insist upon inflicting pain and agony on me, forever everlasting. There's no way out, I'll never break free I will never forgive and forget how you abandoned me. All my fucking life I've keep my head held high, Respected myself through thick or thin, Never asked anybody for anything. I just want to live with peace and dignity but you insist on trying to bring me down. Where were you when I needed you, You were never around. I put my faith in you and you let me down.
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