There was a time that i had nothing to explain Oh, this mess i had made But then things got complicated My innocence has all but faded Oh, this mess i have made And i don't believe in god So i can't be saved All alone as i've learned to be In this mess i have made All the untested virtue The things i said i'd never do Least of all to you I know he's kind and true I know that he is good to you He'll never care for you more than i do But i don't believe in love And i can't be changed All alone as i've learned to be In this mess I have made the same mistakes Over and over again There are rooms in this house that i don't open any more Dusty books of pictures on the floor That she will never see She'll never see that part of me I want to be for her What i could never be for you But i don't believe in god So i can't be saved All alone as i've learned to be In this mess i have made