I'm looking back on a time when I could say I actually thought I cared about you But after everything I've been put though I realise that I've been living with false hope It's drowning out my senses It's drowning out my thoughts This has got oh so confusing And I've only got myself to blame I can't believeoh what was I thinking I've only got my self to blame You mean nothing to me And you never fucking did I can't stand to listen to your excuses anymore I can only pray that you feel so alone A guilty conscience hangs over your head I can't believeoh what was I thinking I've only got myself to blame But maybe I'm the only one to blame in all of this I've got nothing to depend on anymore
https://primoaccordo.net/architects/borrowed-time.htm