Your helping hand is killing me If you see me suffer it's not your victory Sadistic forms of new way discipline Like I love myself I love to sin And I want more And I want it low Of course you wont forgive me But I wont crawl Look out for number one I pray on you it has begun Let the night stand one thousand years Longstanding, everlasting Breathless masquerade I'm your devil in disguise Grieve stricken heart Calls upon you Grieve stricken heart My only look you fools I love my misery too I'm the one to see your collapse I'm on the side of destruction On the side of black and I love to sin Mentally transmitted disease Rotten wretched attraction And I love myself