"pale light this morning will roll me slow pain i feel will not let me be so much work to do dont know if i can im trying so hard, so hard, so hard but i am just one man 5 years old i climbed up on a wall my mother warned me but i took no heed like all creatures great and small i took a fall and found out i could bleed these days im afraid of everything i suppose cause everything will die for who wants to love but they will lose so much easier to lie sometimes i feel like im drowning actually its more like most of the time every now and then when i am sleeping i still have a dream that im flying and i wake up crying"
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