It was when I realized that life has no meaning no purpose, no quarry ...no answeres... And all the dreary night that had befallen across the land I slipped into a revery a web of human hand You longed to soar up high to caress the silky winds to embrace and kiss as lovers ...the ether... but fate with cursed hand has struck wretch apon your head this wretch has been the day you were born (human) I live my life alone and all it's misery until the day I turn to stone I shall die alone among the wilderness It was when I realized apon my waking eyes no nightmare of mankind can harm me... I live my life alone among the wilderness until the day i turn to stone Life is but a dream among the wilderness ...I spread my golden wings set sail my weightless form and soar into the cosmos ...Forevermore...
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