Its so hard to watch you struggle Even harder when i have to see you stumble Short tempers harsh words that humble Watching the world Watching the world Around me crumble I wont fight back Cant give in Wont stay here forever like this All the world read my senses Again Like a brother Like a sister Something like family I was alone But you save me Insecurities race through my heart New situation realizing my part The mean has changed like seasons Were fighting our own addictions Patience brings heart aches Anger flies still we try I wont fight back Cant give in Wont stay here forever like this Refusing consciousness To drown in to cope with Innebriate to find when waking That nothing has been changed Take one more drink You cant live without Take one more drink Take one more drink Or drown without it Take one more drink So hard to talk about it I know that you lie about it Stand there and watch you sing without it Lose your sleep at night I still dream about it I wont fight back Cant give in Wont stay here forever like this Refusing consciousness To drown in To cope with Innebriate To find out nothing has changed
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