I Don't Want To Be Forgotten. I'll Always Be A Troublemaker To Some People. But We Grow. We All Grow. We're Made To Grow. You Either Evolve, Or You Disappear. I Reminisce On Tha Fast Times Can't Explain, Just What Attracts Me To This Dirty Game I Reminisce On Tha Past Crimes Gold Chains, Some Extra Change, And Tha Street Fame A Place To Spend My Quiet Nights, Time To Unwind So Much Pressure In This Life Of Mine, I Cry At Times I Once Contemplated Suicide, And Woulda Tried But When I Held That 9, All I Could See Was My Momma's Eyes No One Knows My Struggle, They Only See The Trouble Not Knowin It's Hard To Carry On When No One Loves You Picture Me Inside The Misery Of Poverty No Man Alive Has Ever Witnessed Struggles I Survived Prayin Hard For Better Days, Promise To Hold On Me And My Dawgs Ain't Have A Choice But To Roll On We Found A Family Spot To Kick It Where We Can Drink Liquor And No One Bickers Over Trick Shit A Spot Where We Can Smoke In Peace, And Even Though We G's We Still Visualize Places, That We Can Roll In Peace And In My Mind's Eye I See This Place, The Players Go In Fast I Got A Spot For Us All, So We Can Ball, At Thug's Mansion I Reminisce On Tha Fast Times Can't Explain, Just What Attracts Me To This Dirty Game I Reminisce On Tha Past Crimes Gold Chains, Some Extra Change, And Tha Street Fame Like Watching Pictures In Hazy Vision Tonight Is Love Making Take You Any Place You Wish Today We Satisfy Yesterday Was Stolen Kisses Blind Insanity Perfect Pictures Of Me And My Family Not Understanding The Destiny, That They Planned For Me If I Have Kids Will I Live To See Em Grow? Though I Don't Know, I Live The Life Of A Thug Nigga Until The Day I Go More Broken Promises, A Sacred Bond Broken I Know I'll Die Alone, But Yet And Still I'm Hoping Visions Of Prisons, Maybe I'll Be Forgiven I Know Its Better In Heaven Cause Being Here Ain't Living Close My Eyes And See Nothing But Pain The World's Crazy Still Look For A Queen To Plant Seeds And Have Babies Maybe I'll Be The One, Or Just Maybe I'm Lost You'll Never Know Being Cautious If You Play Your Cards Right Dear Momma Don't Cry, Your Baby Boy's Doin Good Tell The Homies I'm In Heaven And They Ain't Got Hoods Seen A Show With Marvin Gaye Last Night, It Had Me Shook Drippin Peppermint Schnapps, With Jackie Wilson, And Sam Cooke Then Some Lady Named Billie Holiday Sang Sittin There Kickin It With Malcolm, 'til The Day Came Little Latasha Sho' Grown Tell The Lady In The Liquorstore That She's Forgiven, So Come Home Maybe In Time You'll Understand Only God Can Save Us When Miles Davis Cuttin Lose With The Band Just Think Of All The People That You Knew In The Past That Passed On, They In Heaven, Found Peace At Last Picture A Place That They Exist, Together There Has To Be A Place Better Than This, In Heaven So Right Before I Sleep, Dear God, What I'm Askin Remember This Face, Save Me A Place, In Thug's Mansion I Reminisce On Tha Fast Times Can't Explain, Just What Attracts Me To This Dirty Game I Reminisce On Tha Past Crimes Gold Chains, Some Extra Change, And Tha Street Fame I Owe Them Everything. That's Why I Owe Everything To The 'hood. I've Got Love There. I've Got Love From Thugs And The Street Dudes. And That Focuses Me Back On What I Should Be Doing, Lay Out The Real Mat On The World And How It Is. The Message Is, Young Black Males Could Do Anything If You Just Give Us A Shot, Stop Trying To Beat Us Down. And To My Homeboys, We Need To Be In Control Of Ourselves. I'm Not Saying I'll Change The World, But I Guarantee I'll Spark The Brain That Will Change The World.